It’s funny in a non-funny way to realize what a “victim” I have become. So many excuses for why I can’t be or do what I have to. And yeah, I can’t. But if I choose not to develop a love and a dependence on God, does that make my toothlessness justified?
Over the last 40 days, I have been learning about myself. Introspection, in.
I have been through heck, yes. And the things I went through could crush someone’s faith. And mine has been pretty crushed. What’s amazing is that God is so consistent. He is the same.
I don’t know what the heck is going on. But now, I am different. I look at my myspace or here or the news and the pull is gone. I love my blog, and I’ll keep writing daily. But I don’t NEED it like I did. And I have to seize the day while there’s grace here to change.
For anyone who hasn’t seen me or my fam in the last couple of months, here are a few pictures. In the ones from the Call, you may be able to see Toby with Eva in the crowd.
And a video… does R2 see angels?
Deleted video temporarily.. ( the other videos were referenced from the first video, not ours ) We’ll fix.
We’re going to church, we’re going to church!
We’re going to church.
Me: What’s up there?
R2: Up there! The sky. SKY!
It’s dancing, people dancing.
I love that. I love that picture.